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Just after our monthsary and at exactly 7:30 p.m my beloved one sent me a text message that contains a shocking revelation. His dad already knew. Depression then enveloped me…Then I found myself sitting at my bed besides the corner of the unfinished painted wall. Now from here on I let the rain pour. This evening should be happy. But it turned out the other way around times ten. It’s hard to admit but I can’t do anything about it. I wish I can change his father’s way of thinking. I wished many things as I let anger and sadness comes out from me. Yes, this made me conclude…I am that weak, I am that powerless. =’( But I won’t quit, absolutely not! I’ll face this mess. I won’t leave her and I won’t give up either. Just wait and see…
“Bring it On!”
Ces’t La Vie…
Two days of nothing but nothing. No contented sleepy nights, No easing communication, No soothing calm feeling and No Stellar!!! This specified moment of ill-fated cliché is making my head nerves nuts. I believe this feeling is called “Missing someone so bad that you can’t think straight and act right just because you’re MISSING SOMEONE SO BAD!!!” The pain of missing someone can eventually make every single time-era of my life a living torment of pain and misery. And that sentence before this sentence is not actually exaggerating it, I’m not acting this Overly, It’s just too painful to be parted with your only Love and Lights. I know some of my buddy out there knows this feeling well. Or do they? Well, this feeling is making me crazily mad! I want to be with my Stellar everyday, every single second and every single moment after single second. Just like all of em’ said…”Every second I’m without you I’m a mess…”
I missing you bad and I cannot sleep (really, I can’t freakin’ Sleep!!) I miss you, I miss you so (Me being repetitive)I miss you and I LOVE YOU STELLAR……*sniff* *sniff*
Ces’t La Vie……Huhuhuhuhuhuuhu






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