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To my fellow C.A.T Officers (I hope thry’re reading this but I doubt it..):
Please excuse me for being indolent, egotistical, ghastly, trifling, blasphemous, insensitive jerk. I didn’t mean to act like that. I wasn’t feeling fine these past few weeks. My brain is pretty much messed up. Maybe because I was pretending that I am awaked from my deep slumber, but the truth is….my nightmare is just beginning. I can’t get over her (damn it!!!)…. I’m really trying hard to walk forward, but my shattered heart keeps on pulling me backward. This was all my fault…infact, everything was all my fault. I shouldn’t have been a big petrified looser.My hospitality has been too well spent…and I’ve paid my rent.*sigh* Is it raining?? Why must it rain now?? Please not today…The rain drops…They are falling. Perhaps everything that I’ve done was all but a big zilch (LOVE SUCKS!!!). Perhaps I must wait for someone, someone that will mend my traumatized, devastated and exhausted heart. Perhaps this is the end of everything I loved. Perhaps I must have forty winks and never rise upon my fictional reality. Perhaps my questions will end if I stop asking. Perhaps now, I can freely burn. Perhaps she did not felt a thing. Perhaps I must stop hoping. Perhaps I should find someone new (Like the song says). Perhaps I must empede my remaining feelings for H3R. Perhaps my languid heart will never love again…Perhaps….Perhaps….Perhaps….
Awesome day we got here!!! I was able to watch a cool documentary. I’m telling you man, this documentary is kick a**(There is so much A** kicking in this one). Great story, though. When the film ended, I realized how lucky I am. I realized that my world is full of blessing from ”The ALL”. I realized that if you want to achieve your goals you should kick major butt. Butt kicking is the way if you want to survive in this fickle world. By the way, The title of this independent film is…………OH!! CRAP I FORGOT!!!….But anyway, it is about the lifestyle of the people living in squatters area.
Speaking of kicking someone’s butt. I was shocked when I heard someone in our classroom yelling. Then suddenly, Ma’am Delo (our principal) rushed into our humble abode. Then I peaked and slowly entered our hamlet. I look forward and saw a lass crying. It was Czarina. I sat down and murmured “What the F*ck was that all about??”. Ma’am delo then unhurriedly asked ”Anong nangyari d2?? Bkt kau nagsi2gawan??? Tama ba nmng magsigawan ang Wisdom(this is our section and it so happened to be the pilot section.)??” After a time-consuming clash between Czarina, Aira, Patricia, Dane and Ma’m Delo, the quandary is finally setteled. No winner was announced. Confusion still remains in my head. But Hey!! I must admit…That was HILARIOUS!!! Seeing a respected person join a cat-fight was simply amusing. WOW!! Stupid things really happen when you least expected it….
Yeah!!! I quit!! I know I can make it on my own… I hope “She’s” happy with her decision…Huh…..Love industry really sucks.. I mean c’mon, you waste your time and your effort for some uncertain sh*t, gimme a break.. Good thing I still have my friends(thanks guys..I love ya’ll..ya know who you are!) they help me atrophy myself to start again..
Oh!! I almost forgot…the day of mind torturing is finally over!!!(YYYYEEEEHHHEYY!!!) Examination periods are gone!! Whew! Glad that’s over… my mind can’t take anymore punishments…
Well that’s it for today…
Huh!! Another great day, another problem solved, another heart broken and another smile turned to frown….When I thought every burden was solved…Then here she comes again… Turning my world into Purple eclipse.. She blocks my sun which gives me hope… And now here I am, looking for something that I don’t know… Oh! By the way before I forgot, I would like to thank my comrade Benedict “Dyiele” Leyva for making this cool blog. For without him I wouldn’t be able to post anything in here… Thank you so much dude..
In conclusion, this day ROCKS!! I was able to get myself some installer for my P.C. I was able to watch some comedic act courtesy of Jan David(Three Cheers!! But seriously dude.. that was disgusting) and finally I was able to catch a glimpse of my own miserable death(If ya know what I’m talkin about)…
Aha!! At last!! My own personal blog. Now I can write about the stupidity the world has accomplished in my own perspective, I can write about the things that a human brain can never bear, I can write about the things that petrify me the most, I can write about the things that stops my emotional well-being from evolving and lastly I can write about the things that nearly murdered my individuality….
That and all thing can be unravelled inside my stark, raving, sick, sad, little blog……
Welcome to my world…
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